Friday, July 20, 2007 @4:16 PM
~jiehui~I'm at sch now waiting 4 my french class to start, which is at 6pm haha. So I have like 2 hrs to slack haha. Know I sld probably start studying for my upcoming tests n all..but its a really beautiful weather now n I shldn't spoil it wif hw haha. Plus I juz finished a test today..hmm..it was quite ok but wasn't what I quite wanted..I sort of xpected more haiz..Anyway wasn't too lucky today. Was on my way to sch but train got delayed cos of an accident. My fren guessed some1 jumped..I dunno..but created trouble 4 me. Had to cab to sch if I dun wanna miss my test. But I was at Jurong East n ALOT of ppl were at the taxi stand! It was totally packed, including the main roads! Impossible to get a taxi cos every taxi tt came was on call. So I called for 1 too n stupid Comfort put me on hold for 3 mins b4 tellin me tt there were no taxis available in my area! Damn. Tried City cab, put me on hold too but at least they managed to get me a taxi. But omg..they got me a mercedes cab la! N worse ting is they dun accept NETS n I only had 5 bucks! In the end my frens came to save me, borrowed $$ from them to pay. Thx ppl! haha. But weird, I dun tink they charged me xtra 4 the mercedes cab leh..hmm..I was still late in the end but managed to make it 4 the test. But..*heart pain* I'm broke enuf la!Sometimes I cnt help but tink y ppl dare or wanna jump. No offense, but it creates trouble 4 commuters n u die a horrible death. N the mess isn't tt easy to clear either. Life's short enuf, sldn't we live it to the fullest? N wad abt ur family n frens? Wldn't they b devastated? I used to tink of ending my life too whenever I was met with some problems I cldn't solve or dun wanna confront. But the deaths of ppl ard me, newspaper articles abt how family n frens grieve over some1's death, n the love n care the ppl ard me shower on me has really set me tinkin..its juz ain't worth it. Plus there r so many ppl out there diagnosed wif incurable diseases or some life-long illnesses but they still live on bravely, optimistically, not only 4 themselves but 4 the ppl ard them as well. We really sld appreciate n b contented with everyting we haf. Afterall, we r not the 1s diagnosed wif some sicknesses nor r we the 1s suffering from the lack of life's basic necessities. Be contented. Easier said den done. Dun I know tt too? No human in the right mind wld b contented wif wad they haf. If every1 is contented, tis world wld b a stagnant 1. Every1 wld b too contented to make any changes or modifications, technology wldn't even exist n I wldn't even b able to post tis entry wif tis beautiful laptop of mine. But at least know tt we r much much more fortunate then many other ppl n dun tink of suicide as a solution to every problem u've got. Wad's failing an exam or breaking up wif a guy compared wif to rummaging thru bins to look 4 edible or sometimes even inedible tings to fill ur stomach?Sry 4 the long n mayb borin entry. Haha. Tings like tis, u probably oredy noe but juz felt like posting it all the same. Bein abit sentimental here. Mayb cos of the weather, mayb cos I've been readin too much morbid stuff recently haha. Juz hope every1 will cherish their lives, esp all my loved 1s.(=