Tuesday, July 10, 2007 @10:21 PM
~jiehui~I dunno wads wrong wif me recently. I've been feelin real shitty n I dunno wad to do. I felt like droppin mass com a few mths ago. But I've got rid of the idea, till recently some of frens started talkin abt droppin out n it got me all tinkin of it again. I'm so stressed, I failed practically every exam every test. I cnt even submit presentable projects n everyting juz sucks. Sometimes I dun even noe y I ever chose tis course. I regret not goin to psychology or early childhood. Mass com dun even suit me. N my bf hu's supposedly to b there 4 me cnt even b bothered abt me. He 4got abt our date twice in 2 consecutive days last week. N he's like oways takin 4eva to reply my msgs if he ever smses me, which is like v seldom. He's not like last time where he will oways msg me out of the blue n call n tok on the phone 4 a few hours. Now our calls r like a short 30 mins den he oways has different xcuses poppin up n den he hangs up. I seriously dun even tink he truly loves me. Mayb juz usin me as a replacement 4 his ex. I regret patchin n now its even harder to end the relationship. I'm like sort of waitin 4 him to break up wif me becos I cnt bring myself to do it, but if does so, I will feel so sad. Shit..I dunno wad to do.