*mui*

Oh god...i cant stop crying again...
jus told mom that i wanna quit piano and she agreed(relieved)
but i could feel that she's disappointed cus she has been spending all those sums of money on me and i jus gave it up halfway...
this is the 2nd time im telling her of my decision
the 1st time was in last year
the whole family was in a restaurant at amk
i cnt stop crying after i told them my decision
people were looking but i jus kept on crying
tears jus keep coming (like now) n i cant stop them
there was this huge mess of tissue on my table and the poor waiter had to cleared it up...lol...
they jus asked a few ques...abt y i want to quit...wat happened all these
mom then suggested i continue for a few more months before i confirm my decision
a year has passed...and i brought up that subject today again
im so guilty ...and relieved...
in the past, when i heard of people quitting at grd 7, i thought they are fools...
cant believe im one of the fools now...