Thursday, February 28, 2008 @3:34 AM
~sheraine~firstly, please try to remember to type ur name at the top of ur post so that its clear to all who that entry is from.thanks!i havent been using the com regularly so im rather shocked to read all these.not that i didnt realise the tension that had gradually built itself up within this one month plus, but i just wasnt ready to c it being put so directly, so blatantly.not that its ur fault though, of cos.no one is stress free.i bold-ed that cos right now, at this exact moment, im having another sickening quarrel.with that same person.on the awfully long bus ride home just now, i cried.i thought about what i saw earlier on today...he yelled at her so damn fucking loudly.then he got violent n i thought he was about to kill her or drive her to death. (not exaggerating, bcos shes actually suffering from several illnesses that forbid her from getting agitated.)he did something that gave me the shock of my life.uncontrollably, i screamed and realised that im trembling, even though im not at all involved in this.i walked aside, crying n unable to watch any further.i also thought about some other stuff.one of them being, did i take this majorly wrong step?was i making a HUGE mistake when i said 'okay'?oh so that was very much out-of-point.back to the topic.no one is stress free.most of us r struggling everyday.it all depends on whether u take a step back sometimes, to put urself in other's shoes n think about what he/she might be stressed about.many ppl fail to do that, therefore creating lots of misunderstandings.misunderstandings that r best cleared asap. before things get out of hand.kay n jh hav said things that i totally agree with.n at the moment, i dun hav anything to add.i can hardly think right now.to be exact, i dun even noe what im typing.P.S: still, im looking forward to sunday. n i dun think im the only one?
im wondering about something that i just read.something typed by a certain significant person.n i cant help wondering if he was refering to the same person i hope he was.its past 5am and here i am, still wide awake.and not to mention, that arguement is being left dangling there, unresolved.oh no.bad, bad, bad.