Saturday, April 11, 2009 @2:47 PM
I want to do some studying.I need to study.But you know, the heart desires and no actions are taken.So here i sit, infront of the computer screen, wondering what to do.There are books i felt like reading too, no, re-reading rather."Where rainbow ends" by ahern, of two souls who are meant to be and yet, by chance and fate lived without the other.It was a happy ending in the end, but still it does makes one wonder."What if chance comes too late?"The other was chanced upon on thursday night, and i was too early.With no company and not wanting to waste time on mindless shopping, i popped in to Borders, eyes smokin' with khol and glitters.Not a sensible choice, i know, going into a bookstore in such getup, but what other options do i have?I had plenty of time to killlll.At least i would be one wild girl with brains should anyone looks my way."Memoirs of a geisha".Having watched the film 4 years ago, the plot was already known.My fascination with the Japanese culture and the ever-prospering sex trade had me captivated on a japanese prostitute, and fictional one, no less.Why are women always classified as the weaker sex?Used and exploited as sexually, treated as toys by men?Granted, some do give us the respect dued but this is gonna be a social stigma that would be hard to change.One guy lamented to me once, that men goes to nightclubs for one sole purpose.Women.They grope and grind them on the dancefloor.And that women who goes are horny and blah blah.Ah, coming from a guy, this is certainly an interesting perspective.What goes on, when people have one drop too many we all know.The motives and intentions that goes on behind, i cant fathom.Thats why sex sells, perhaps.Anyhow, i wont be stopped by all this negativity.Groovy music, coupled with intoxication and awesome eye candies makes a sexy night.Good, clean fun is enough for me.Down and dirty? One day, maybe i will feel like it.